Omg it's been 2 weeks

OMG it's been almost 2 weeks i haven't smelled weed in the house. I wonder what happen. Did he actually stop smoking or he has no money. I can't believe it. He's annoying me with eating all my food in the house. I get home Im hungry i was looking for my left over. He ate it. I'm piss now cause I got to go out and get food and spend more money. He eats and drink for free. When I got to go out and work my ass off. He thinks money is free .

Where's my brother?

The past week everyone has been asking where's my brother. I tell them he sitting at home being a loser. Is that harsh for me to say. No cause he is a loser. All he does is sit on his ass all day and eat. He doesn't work. I can't help someone if they don't want help. He has to help himself.

Why do I have to babysit pot head

Last night mr pot head didn't come home. I had to wait up for him. He never show up. What is he up to. I hope he not doing something stupid out there. He never learns from his mistake. He always up to something no good

My other brother didn't want to come over

I was with my good brother today. I told him help me with the stuff out the car before I drop him off. He said he not coming over cause the bad brother is in the house. He can't stand him. He doesn't even  consider him as a brother. He said he disown him after they had a huge fight. I told him no matter what he still your brother. I'm stuck on the middle. I'm not taking side but the bad brother always do wrong. It's sad that they can't get along.

My aunt caught him smoking up

My brother got busted today by my aunt today. He was so pissed cause he said he was smoking cigarette. I told her its not. He called me a bitch. I was laughing telling him he got busted. Good for him!!

My friends think I'm on drugs

I met up with friends for lunch yesterday . I haven't seen them for a couple months. They ask me a stupid question during lunch. Am I on drugs? I ask them why. They said I'm losing to much weight to fast. I told them no I'm not. I ask them what kind of drugs do they think I'm on. They think I'm smoking up again. They think I'm poping pills to. Yes I did smoke up before during my college years.. I'm not that innocent. Everyone sometimes try drugs in there life. I done it and I stop. I knew when to stop not like my sibling. Every time I lose weight again my friends think I'm on drugs or I'm sick. No I'm not doing drugs and I'm not sick. I told them I stop drinking to much sweet things. I try cutting out alot of food at night before I go to sleep. I still eat alot during the day and its not healthy.
Now it's really get out of hand my friends are asking me how I lost the weight. STRESS

I flip out today!

I really flip out on my brother today. He mess with something when it was already broken. He said he was trying to fix it. He made it worse. I start screaming at the top of my lungs. I told him get the hell away from me. When I see him I get so mad. I get really annoyed.

My brother is annoying

Today while I was doing errands. He calls me up to bring him lunch back. Ok I bring him lunch. It took me longer to bring lunch back to him. He freaking text me I want to eat lunch today. When I saw that MSG I was piss. I told him he has two good legs next time go get it yourself and pay for it. I hate lazy ass people. If you got two good legs and arms and you could work. Go get a damn job!!!

My brother drives me crazy!

While he staying here I got more work to do. I never stop cleaning. He calls me to find out what time I'm getting home what the hell for. He wants me to buy him food probably. I'm going broke because he doesn't shell out any money. I want him out of the damn house already. He should worry about himself not me.


To late to call him.

Money is not free!

My brother doesn't know i have to work to earn my money. He keeps asking me to buy food. He doesn't know it cost me money. Money is not free, you got to work for it. He doesn't have money to buy food but he has money to buy drugs unbelievable.

To many things to do.

I had so much things to do tonight. I didn't get the chance to do it cause I got out later then I expected. By the time I got there it was closed. I need to go grocery shopping. Still didn't do it. I'm tired I didn't get enough sleep last night. I never get enough sleep. I really need to find my own place. I hardly can't sleep in this house. There's so much things on my mind. I can't seem to fix one problems first and another problems comes along. The older I get the more problems I have. Why me? I still didn't get my chores done. Tomorrow is another day. 

My brother doesn't help he makes things worse.He knows I have a lot of things to do and he just brother me pick up food for him. He has two good legs. What a pain on the ass!!! I can't even trust him with money to buy grocery.

I was thinking about calling him but It got to late. What do people consider to late? Why does he have to be so good looking. I would never tell him that. He doesn't help by standing there. :p. he knows i get nervous when he's around. Sometimes you can't tell the guys they are good looking cause it might go to there ass.