I'm up

I can't sleep. I got up way to early. So I went outside. I smell someone smoking weed at this hr. I figure its my bro. It wasn't him. It's the neighbors from across the street. The guy is walking around smoking it like a damn cigarette. This guy has guts walking around smoking it. No wonder he and his family sit out there in the dark smoking that crap everyday. I been smelling that shit over a month now in the area and I could smell in my house. These new neighbors are a pain in my ass. I had to tell at him off cause he was blocking my driveway. Why do people use drugs?
I can't sleep cause I have to many things on my mind. To many problems to deal with. Why do I have so many problems? What am I going to do today?

How could someone waste there life away!

I don't understand how people could waste there life away by doing drugs. What attract them to drugs?  I don't understand how could someone waste there life away and not do anything with there life. He's wasting his life away by doing drugs. He doesn't do anything with his life. He sleep all day. He doesn't work. He's a lazy ass. Doesn't even help out with anything cause he so high and drunk.
When he does he drives me crazy.


4 days straight getting home late. I'm going to crash and I need a vacation ASAP!

Tengo un dolor de cabeza

Llego a casa del trabajo esta tarde otra vez.Podía oír a mi hermano a discutir de nuevo desde el camino de entrada.Quería llegar a casa del trabajo y relajarse.He estado trabajando hasta tarde y estoy cansado.Sólo quiero un poco de paz y tranquilidad cuando llegue a casa.No puedo hacer que el hermano está discutiendo con un miembro de la familia.Tengo un dolor de cabeza ahora no oír los gritos.puede todo el mundo me deja en paz!!!!!!tan jodidamente molesto!!mi hermano es un culo perezoso!no hacer nada y me está molestando ahora !!Estoy cansado !!!

My car still stinks

My car still stinks from my brother smoking it up in my damn car on Monday. Every time I smell the ganja I can't breath and I'm getting a headache. How do I get the smell out!

A friend came by yesterday night. He ask how was my brother doing. I complain he acting stupid again. He said to me I shouldn't look out for my brother anymore. He said my brother should know what's right and wrong, he old enough. He said I can't help him forever and I'm going to make myself sick by help him. I can't watch him forever. There he goes puffing that shit. 

I want to call but im still not feeling well. I have to go for another test today .

ni siquiera puede confiar en él sentado en mi coche

ya que yo me sentía bien desde ayer.Tuve que ir al médico hoy.Le dije a mi hermano para sentarse en mi coche y espérame.no hay aparcamiento.cuando volví al coche.el olor a coche tan malo!!!ni siquiera puede confiar en él sentado en mi coche.Yo todavía no me siento bien hoy.
el médico quiere que tome un examen de sangre mañana.Yo no quiero ir porque odio las agujas.lo que realmente es una mierda estar enfermo.
mi hermano es tan vergonzoso!!!Siempre beber y actuar como un tonto.

muy molesto

muy molesto!! siempre drogado hasta. dónde el está recibiendo su dinero?
Decido no salir esta noche.Debo de!siempre luchando en la casa.Yo tengo que levantar temprano para trabajar mañana.haciendo ellos un favor, así que cambio mi día de trabajo.esto es lo que me sale de quedarse en casa el viernes por la noche.siempre argumentando.muy molesto

When will my brother grow up?

I found my brother sleeping on the sidewalk this morning. My reaction is wtf was he doing the night before. It's really embarrassing the way he acts. It's really embarrassing when he acts like a fool in front of me and our friends. He really gets me mad. My friends tell me don't get upset. How could I not. He's not doing anything with his life. He's being a bum. Why can't he learn from all the mistakes? When will he grow up?


I think to much. I worry to much. I only got 2 hrs of sleep. I'm freaking up.