siempre diciendo cosas estúpidas

Soy un desastre. cuando llegué aquí me alegré de que mi hermano no estaba aquí. luego se puso a aparecer. mear fuera de mí por la noche. apestar el lugar. mi amigo me pregunta qué es ese olor. Tuve que llamar y quejarse de él. él me está diciendo qué hacer de nuevo. Yo decido qué hacer con mi vida. nadie me podía decir qué hacer. Odio cuando hace eso mierda. no te metas en mi camino. él viene aquí pensando que voy a darle dinero. hay manera maldita. Yo iba a vomitar desde que smh olor. nunca va a cambiar.

mi hermano me acaba de mear fuera

mi hermano tenía el descaro de decirme fumar es malo. lo que es un culo. entonces él me pidió un cigarrillo. Le dije a comprar el suyo propio. Le dije que no tengo dinero. él dijo que si no tengo dinero ¿por qué estoy fumando. mi dinero hago lo que me da la gana con él. Le dije que te tienen un mal hábito. apoyar su hábito. No estoy aquí para apoyar a un adulto crecido. Le di el dinero ayer porque él me dijo que tenía hambre. entró apesta. Me pregunto lo usó mi dinero para comprar drogas. él dijo que no a su amigo le dio un poco. lo que sea. la próxima vez que voy a comprar la comida. que está presionando los botones de mi. ir a buscar un trabajo maldito. nunca ha tenido un trabajo en su vida.

mi hermano me está dando dolor de cabeza

Yo no llegué aquí hace mucho tiempo. él tiene el nervio preguntándome ¿qué estoy haciendo. No me siento bien y me fui a buscar algo de comer. no me digas qué hacer. Hago lo que quiero hacer. entonces tiene que recordarme que tengo que pagar la factura del teléfono móvil. sí sé que tengo msg ya. si no tengo el dinero que le dije que voy a cortar su línea de fuera. mantener molestarme. las cosas son de su incumbencia que en ella. él me está meando fuera. Hago lo que quiero hacer, no me digas qué hacer con mi dinero. sólo porque yo no le doy ninguna. él está consiguiendo mear. él me vea compro cosas para un amigo. me piden que recoger las cosas para ellos. lo entiendo y me devolví. él no sabe eso. él quiere darle dinero para que pudiera usar mi dinero para comprar sus medicamentos. No trabajé duro para mi dinero para que él utiliza. Yo siempre trabajo. ¿qué hace nada. lo que es un dolor en el culo. ¿por qué tengo un hermano así.

juego

Estaba jugando a este juego en línea. Veo una de mi buen amigo en línea. Le pregunto qué es lo que hace tan temprano. ella dijo levantándose para salir con este chico. el tipo es sólo un amigo, pero él realmente una mala influencia. que un jugador importante. Estoy tratando de decirle que un apostador adicto. ella dijo que no lo es. ella no lo quiere admitir. Yo estaba hablando con otro amigo. ella me dijo en la deuda de 20.000. wtf me dijo que estaba en deuda 10.000. ella no está haciendo mucho. ella está jugando su vida lejos. es como una persona que toma drogas y fumar cigarrillos eres un adicto. usted simplemente no puede parar! ¿cómo podría alguien ir al casino a las 9 de la mañana. Le dije a mi amigo que llegamos a hablar con ella. Vi cómo se juegan. un partido que dejó 500 que iba a caer de la silla. cuando vi a esa cantidad. ella dijo que el más u apuesta. cuanto más ganas?. sí sé que, pero hay una posibilidad u siempre perderé. especialmente cuando se está jugando con las máquinas de computación. no estás jugando con un distribuidor. los casinos siempre viene como ganadores. pueblo que ha salido como perdedor. ella se enojó conmigo porque yo le dije que fuera. que uno de mi buen amigo. ella no quiere escuchar. Estoy tratando de hablar con ella. u ¿cómo ayudar a alguien que no quiere ayudar?


Me quedé atrapado aquí. último minuto me decía que tenía que pasar. Tengo lechón escrito en mi cabeza. Yo siempre estoy ayudando y nadie ayuda. soy yo sólo el responsable. Yo realmente no quiero estar aquí. Estoy avergonzar le texto y no dijo nada.

cenando en casa de un amigo

mis amigos me invitaron a una cena de Navidad. Me voy a quedar esta noche en que hay lugar. mis amigos invitados hay amigos más. Yo sólo 2 personas de cada grupo existen. No sé el resto. era medio asiáticos y medio caucásico. había una pareja que no me gustan mucho. siguieron haciendo comentarios racistas sobre una determinada raza. Me puse tan molesto que me levanté y le dije a mi amigo Voy a fumar. ella y su marido sabía por qué. Yo no quiero empezar a gritar a una mis amigos lugar. es de mala educación porque soy un invitado. cómo puede la gente ser tan racistas contra otra raza. es 2014 y todavía hay racismo en este país. cuando todos los invitados se fueron. Pido a mis amigos no saben que eran así. dijeron que no. dijeron que la mujer trabaja con mi amigo del marido. mis amigos me dijeron que es la primera vez que pasar el rato con ellos fuera de la oficina y el último. Yo estaba mordiendo la lengua para no maldecir a cabo. SMH por qué son gente así?

hermano está actuando raro

todos los que conozco me está preguntando lo que está pasando con mi hermano. él está actuando raro. las cosas que veo que está haciendo. Yo realmente no quiero gritarle hoy. Estoy tratando de mantener mi distancia de él. pero en mi cara. mi amigo me dijo mi hermano sabía que podía empujar mis botones. ella me dijo que me quedara tranquila con casa hoy. ella dijo que es una Navidad. Yo no necesito estar gritándole a alguien. Le dije que bien. lo que está tramando?


Estoy pensando mucho. Simplemente quiero gritar !!

ayer estaba molesto

ayer estaba molesto.Estoy molesto ya porque yo tengo que levantarme. No me sale el sueño de nuevo. Espero que mi hermano no se presenta hoy. si lo hace que me va a molestar.Me estoy volviendo loco cansado hoy.

¿por qué se me está llamando a las 2:30 de la mañana

¿por qué se me está llamando a las 2:30 de la mañana?Estoy muy cansado. Yo llegué al hotel a las 12:30 am. el hotel tenga un aspecto desagradable. yo estaba tratando de ir a dormir temprano. pero mi estúpido hermano me tuvo que llamar tan tarde. él no dejó un msg. Yo levantado desde los amigos de mi hermano 630. quieren ir a comprar ahora. Yo les dije que necesito para estar de vuelta en un momento determinado. que mejor pueden hacer por 12.Estoy hoy aún más cansado porque mi hermano me despertó.puede que me deje solo durante una semana.No quiero volver a verlo por un tiempo.que pone de los nervios.

cuando regrese. Necesito mover el otro coche. lo que es un dolor.un amigo me preguntó por qué no puedo obtener mi hermano para conducir el coche. Les dije sobre mi cadáver que pilotará mi coche. no es que estoy siendo egoísta. es porque él arruinó mi seguro de coche. cuando tuve mi nombre y seguros bajo su coche.

Casi me llame a la policía sobre mi hermano

Casi me llame a la policía sobre mi hermano.Estaba tan enojado que le robó la bicicleta de mi hermano. la que mi hermano me dio. Lo vi esta tarde. Pensé que parece familiar hoy. De hecho, me veo esta noche y vi que era mi bicicleta. le robó la moto de mi. Le dije que dejar la bicicleta. que inicializar flipando en mí. diciéndome todo esto mierda. él tenía su mano en mi cara. Empecé a gritar diciendo que él es un perdedor. casi me golpeó en la cara. entonces no sería largarme. él dijo que él va a hacer mi vida miserable por sentado allí. Le dije lárgate. él no iba a salir. Yo estaba gritando por una media hora tratando de sacarlo. entonces empiezan a gritar a la gente fuera. él está siendo muy violento en estos días. Le dije que caer muerto. Realmente no lo soporto. él hacía hervir la sangre. Sé que mi presión fue aumentando. Podía sentir mi corazón latiendo rápido. mi doctor me dijo que mi presión es muy alta. él quería darme la medicina. Le dije que no me da nada hasta la próxima vez que lo vea. si no baja Voy tiene que tomarlo. él me pregunta lo que está pasando en mi vida. Le dije estrés. dijo el estrés hará que mi presión sube.él dijo que yo necesito conseguir este tumor quiste eliminar de inmediato. él necesita para probarlo. No puedo tener la cirugía ahora. Yo no tengo seguro. Yo no necesito más problemas. pero los problemas siguen llegando.Yo estaba dispuesto a llamar a la policía sobre mi hermano si no tengo otra opción. Tuve que sostener un palo de metal en la mano por si acaso de él me golpeó. sí me estaba volviendo loco.ahora tengo que encontrar la manera de conseguir la casa en bicicleta maldita. No puedo poner en mi coche no tengo un estante.

no te escucha

mi hermano no escucha. Le dije que no me molesta en la actualidad. Estaba planeando estudiar. Ni siquiera me tomo el libro de mi coche. No me sentía bien para hoy. Estaba cansado hoy. Yo no duermo lo suficiente la noche anterior. mi hermano es realmente molesto. siguió pidiendo dinero. Le dije que el dinero no crece en los árboles. si lo hiciera nadie tiene que trabajar. luego puso su mano en mi cara. Le dije a llegar lo más lejos posible de mí. Yo no lo puedo soportar cuando lo veo todos los días.no te escucha.

¿por qué tengo este mal presentimiento?

¿por qué tengo este mal presentimiento? mi hermano ha robado dinero de mí otra vez. Me voy a meter en problemas si él ha robado. desde que estaba en un apuro hoy. Me olvidé de poner el dinero. Lo averiguaré mañana si recibo una llamada. Espero que no lo hizo. Estoy consiguiendo grité. incluso cuando yo no hice nada malo.

la medicina para la alergia se está desvaneciendo. Estoy picazón como locos. lo hizo como ahora.
mi amigo sigue gambling.she un jugador adicto Estoy listo para perseguir a salir del casino. . Mejor me voy antes todos mis colmenas comienzan a salir. entonces la gente va a pensar que soy contagiosa.mi amigo se ríe de mí porque estoy con ganas. ella me dijo que debía estar en una burbuja.Le dije que no es divertido.ella me dijo que podía irse. ella va a tomar un paseo con uno de los chicos.Yo le dije que no voy a dejarla aquí. Le doy hasta las 3 am.

fue genial cuando él no estaba cerca

fue genial cuando él no estaba cerca.ahora tengo que lidiar con él durante los últimos dos días. Tengo que verlo. para asegurarse de que no se roba el dinero de.Yo trato de leer los capítulos se supone que debo leer. Leí 5 páginas. No me puedo concentrar. llegué a ver a mi hermano. mis amigos estúpidos están enviando mensajes de texto y me llamaba. Tengo que reunirme con amigos Que esta noche algunos están dejando de mañana para ir a casa. Sólo veo dos veces al year.I'm mecánica causa más deprimidas me dijeron que va a costarme 4 mil dólares para arreglar mi coche. esto es una mierda. cada cosas malas tienen que pasar cuando no tengo un trabajo.Estoy tan molesto.Llamo a mi amigo estúpido hasta gritarle hoy. ella una verdadera perra que ella finge que no sabe de lo que estoy hablando. Le pregunto a salir. ella dijo que ocupado. ella puto miedo porque ella cree que yo voy a golpearla. Quiero que salga cara a cara y decirme que ella no dijo eso. lo que es una puta mierda.

No tuve que llamar

No tuve que llamar a mi hermano hoy. él era su me molesta de nuevo. es por eso que no quiero lo llamo. él molesto. siempre en mi manera de mierda.era tranquilo cuando él no estaba cerca.

soy me preocupa

mi amigo me pregunta hoy. he visto o escuchado de mi hermano. Le dije que no lo he visto desde el domingo. ella dijo que no es raro que él no está. Le dije que sí. a menos que se metió en problemas. No he recibido una llamada todavía. Me pregunto qué es que hasta ahora. ella ask me estoy me preocupa que no está. Le dije que no. ella dijo que yo debería llamarlo. Yo le dije que no voy a llamarlo. Probablemente me llamo para ver lo que es él hasta mañana.ella dijo que se preocupe por su hermano si era ella.ella me hizo sentir mal.Le dije que le voy a llamar mañana. ella se preocupa por todos.hmm ¿cuál es mi hermano hasta ahora?

Stupid

Todavía no puedo creer que los chicos por no tomar esas fotos abajo. las chicas tomaron esas fotos abajo. pusieron 10 fotos de mí en el hospital y yo en la casa con pijama sobre. Me veo como un monstruo con tamaño de níquel puntos rojos en la cara que veo comentarios estúpidos sobre las imágenes. No salí de casa de mi amigo hasta tarde. cuando me desperté esta mañana había algunos todavía en mi cara. Yo les dije que no voy a volver hasta que todo su pasado. Todavía estoy picazón y todavía me siento como que estoy todo el fármaco para arriba. No me gusta tomar la medicina.Voy a cumplir con ellos más tarde. Voy a gritar hasta que pierdo mi voz para poner encima de esas imágenes. que en realidad hashtags esas fotos. omfg hombres inmaduros deben actuar allí edad. están en Hay 40. no importa la edad que tengan no actúan allí edad.hombres estúpidos!!Me di una lista de mis amigos que cocinar lo que soy alérgico. Soy tan afortunado el hospital estaba cerca.

irritado

cada vez que lo veo me molesta-precio.irritado irritado irritado irritado irritado!!! él tiene que me molestó hoy.

mi hermano apesta de nuevo

No me esperaba a mi hermano que aparece en todo el día. que aparece cuando yo acabo de volver. omfg que apestan.había un montón de policías alrededor y él apesta así. Yo lo podía oler una manzana de distancia.Tuve miedo cuando me estaba volviendo a casa los policías se me va a tirar encima.después de él conduciendo de vuelta. Veo que hay tantos policías alrededor. ¿por qué?que oculta alrededor de lado Parkway océano cabalgaron a.Acabo de regresar a la casa y había un coche de policía conducir muy lento. do la ciudad realmente necesita el dinero?


No estoy asumiendo que veo con mis propios ojos.ahora sé.fue mi error de comenzar con. si yo hubiera dicho a cualquiera de mis amigos que me gusta este chico que se me hizo justo en la cabeza. suerte nunca le dije a nadie que me gusta este chico. mi mejor amigo tenía un sentimiento, pero ella nunca lo mencionó de nuevo.¿por qué me termino le gustaba en el principio? cuando lo conocí no pensé que él era bien parecido al principio. más adelante, cuando él venía a mí para hablar. fue entonces cuando pensé que era bien parecido.Nunca me gusta otra persona mientras estaba en una relación. ¿es porque no veo a mi marido y estamos teniendo muchos problemas.He estado infeliz en mi matrimonio por más de dos años. Todavía estoy contando cuánto tiempo va a durar así. es por eso que me acaban gustando este tipo.todo lo que tengo que decir que es mi culpa que yo pongo en este lío.

los hombres son groseros !!!

cada vez que un coche que conduzco rompe. los hombres sólo están ahí y ven. no ofrecen a ayudar. la primera vez que un coche se averió yo tenía una chica embarazada en mi coche. hombres estúpidos siempre tocando la bocina de distancia. hasta que vieron a la chica embarazada que se detengan. alguien se ofreció a ayudar a empujar el coche a un lado. segunda vez que tuve mi coche papá se rompió en la nieve. Recuerdo ese horrible día. resbalar y cayó sobre mi culo a muchas veces ese día. hombres estúpidos se quedaron allí y ver. unos adolescentes que conozco de la zona ayudan a empujar el coche al lado. Yo no podía creer que los adolescentes están dispuestos a ayudar. la tercera vez fue en un centro comercial que tenía mi amigo coche. Yo estaba retrocediendo y el coche muera. Tuve que tratar de empujar el maldito coche nuevo SMH. un adolescente que era su mamá se ofreció a ayudar. los hombres sólo estaban alrededor. la cuarta vez que mi coche se averió. los policías condujeron por su aspecto y se fueron allí camino feliz. si yo estaba en doble fila me habrían dio un boleto. Yo estaba empujando el coche de nuevo. mi amigo estaba conmigo y ella tiene el triple a. el tipo que vino a revisar mi coche fuera ni siquiera sabía lo que estaba haciendo. pensó ya que soy una chica que no sé una mierda de coches. que estropear mi alarma. que ni siquiera podía arrancar el coche. Tuve que llamar a mi amigo y me ayude. quinta vez que mi coche se rompió me estaba diciendo a los chicos lo que está mal con él y no quiso escuchar. Yo sabía que no era la batería. pero al instante que era y que se cargue. supongo que lo que no era el de la batería. Yo les estaba diciendo a su el alternador y me causa justa cuando mi amigo llegó allí le dispara y lo comenzó de inmediato. la sexta vez fue hace un par de días. nadie ayuda una vez más los hombres se quedó alrededor y reloj. Yo lo llamo un amigo de mi y fue a remolque de un garaje. Le dije a este mecánico que lo conozco, pero no así. Yo le estaba diciendo lo que estaba mal y no los escuchó. por eso porque yo soy una mujer asiática y él es un hombre asiático. Hombres asiáticos son cerdos. hoy será la séptima vez que tenía un coche se averió en mí. no es divertido en absoluto que estaba teniendo un ataque de pánico en la actualidad. yo tratando de empujar el coche de nuevo. Finalmente empecé el coche y aparcarlo. algunos hombres son groseros! sí tengo mala suerte con los coches. ¿Qué voy a hacer? yo realmente tengo mala suerte. ya que me he quedado atrapado esperando a mi amigo a buscarme. Encontré un libro en Amazon el título es culo-agujeros de llamadas. No podía creer que había un libro con ese título. que es uno de los productos más vendidos.

cuando llegué a casa mi Internet no está funcionando. Yo realmente tengo mala suerte con todo.

él no escucha

él no escucha omfg. yo le dije que no hacer algo. no puto hacerlo. él no escucha wtf está mal con él. Déjame en paz. No me siento bien y me molesta. Estoy práctica gritándole. además de que huelen mal. Sabía que no debería haber le dio tanto dinero. Debo de haber sólo dándole un par de dólares. Le dije que no se utiliza el dinero para las drogas. si me entero de que va a ser cortado. cada puto día un par de dólares aquí y allá. No soy codicioso. Yo no tengo el dinero para gastar así. ¿puede obtener la mierda de mi cara por una vez. Estoy molesto ya.

hackeado

Me dieron un correo electrónico anoche diciéndome que alguien podría haber hackeado en mi cuenta. debo cambiar mi contraseña. es una página web donde se puede encontrar material más barato y se podía comparar precios. Tuve que ir a mi cuenta y cambiar la password.i encontró allí Lista estúpido y elimínelo. Fui a comprobar mi cuenta de twitter. alguien hackeó que a. que gorjean palabras rusas. No utilizar mi cuenta de twitter a menos que tenga que mostrar prueba los sigo obtengo el descuento. wtf está pasando mi familia está robando a mí ahora tengo extraños hacen lo mismo. Me acaban de quedarse hasta el cambio de mensajes de correo electrónico y contraseña de otras cuentas.no dormir de nuevo. Yo alcanzaré mi sueño durante la semana.

no dormir de nuevo. Yo alcanzaré mi sueño durante la semana.No necesito hoy dolores de cabeza.
Me estoy congelando y cansado. Necesito una siesta ya.

oh Dios, mi hermano está aquí. él me va a subir la pared.

chicas estúpidas

Estoy cansado y congelación. No me siento tan bien. las chicas me están preguntando por qué no he hecho mis uñas y el cabello. uno que no lo han hecho mis uñas porque estoy tratando de ahorrar dinero. no he teñirme el pelo porque mi pelo se caía. que se burlan de mí. porque yo no estoy al día con ellos. Me olvidé de que estaba usando maquillaje. Me acaban frotando mis ojos. que ha pasado un tiempo me puse ningún tipo de maquillaje. Ahora tengo ojos de mapache. No tengo lo que tienen las niñas. Yo no usé chicos por allí dinero. que hacen. es por eso que están al día con todas las modas. nuevos bolsos y zapatos. se ven como snobs. no son mis amigos. sólo uno de la chica es mi amigo. ella no le gustan. ella poniendo los ojos a. me dijo que ignorarlos.estas chicas son jóvenes y estúpidos. que están apareciendo e para. no estamos en un club. que hacer las cosas estúpidas delante de extraños.no es de extrañar que no se llevan bien con las hembras.

mi amigo me pidió que fuera con ella a AC en acción de gracias y de ir de compras con ella. tal vez me vaya ya que no tengo nada que ver. vamos a ver qué pasa.

gracias a Dios

mi hermano no se quedó mucho tiempo en la actualidad. gracias a Dios que no está aquí.que ha estado saliendo con este chico werid. ese chico parece que está en las drogas a.Yo no le creo. no traiga adictos por aquí.la última vez que compró esta chica de rehabilitación aquí. ella venía todos los días a pedir dinero.Yo no dije nada porque ella se puso violenta cuando la gente no le dio dinero.No me gusta la idea de que llevar a estas personas alrededor porque yo tengo que cuidar mi espalda. cuando me vaya.esto es una mierda

chico estúpido molesto que me llama la grasa es realmente un idiota.él está haciendo comentarios estúpidos. Tuve que maldecir de nuevo.Yo estaba hablando con mi amigo y él tratando de frotarse contra mí. chico desagradable. él consiguió gritar a.

Debo ser realmente estúpido que tenía este nombre del sitio web por más de 2 años. Renuevo por otros 2 años. Tengo que dejar de estancamiento y tratar de crear este sitio web. Hago Demora.i debe tratar desde im no trabajando. me dieron un montón de tiempo en mis manos ahora.cuando no puedo hacer las cosas. Tiendo a renunciar.No sé qué hacer en estos días.Soy una especie de negativo sobre mí. porque mi familia siempre me puso abajo. no importa lo que hago.no importa lo mucho que me ayude.para ellos sólo soy una chica. Yo no puedo hacer esto y lo otro.si apago como mi hermano. Voy a tener el peor trato.ellos siempre tratan a los niños mejores y las niñas como una mierda.mi abuela solía tratarme como una mierda en ese entonces. se utiliza para hacer las cosas, así que sería meterse en problemas y obtener la peor paliza. que no le gustaba las niñas sólo boys.no uno sabía. excepto mi amigo. Tuve que cubrir las palizas en aquel entonces. Yo era el único que consiguió esas palizas. mi amigo me preguntó por qué no ayudo a ella cuando me tratan como una mierda. Le dije a mi amigo que viejo y no puedo hacer cosas por su cuenta. No tengo otra familia.Quiero familia que no pone abajo. No me importa si tengo un niño o una niña. siempre que estén sanos. Si tengo un niño que no me los puso abajo. cuanto más lo pienso más me deprimen.que echan a perder a los chicos que por eso mi hermano es la manera que es.

llamar a mí barato

mi hermano me llama barato de nuevo.¿por qué debo darle dinero?si le doy el dinero lo utilizó para las drogas.Yo trabajo duro para mi dinero.que no funciona en absoluto.él esperaba que yo le doy dinero a los medicamentos utilizados.No lo creo.Tenía la esperanza de que no lo vi hoy.demasiado bueno para ser verdad.

manera temprana

omfg su camino a temprano para mí verle la cara.cuando lo veo me siento tan molesto ya.¿qué está haciendo aquí tan temprano?Pensé que iba a tener un buen día hoy.ahora desde que lo vi. Voy a tener una puta vez y largo día.Estoy hablando de mi estúpido hermano.manera temprana para hacer frente a su estúpida culo.Quiero gritar !!!!

él es embarazoso

él es embarazoso !!!!!!!Estoy tan molesto!!No puedo creer que actuando como un loco estúpido.Estoy cansado Yo no duermo lo suficiente. Sólo me dormí por sólo 2 horas.Realmente no lo puedo soportar.¿Por qué puede crecer de una puta vez.Yo sabía que mi día va a chupar. cuando lo vi hoy.¿qué otra cosa va a suceder hoy.mendicidad constante de dinero. No entiendo por que tiene dinero para los medicamentos utilizados.si pudiera elegir que en mi familia.él no va a estar en mi familia. puede poner fin a este día ya.Le dije a mi amigo por favor Anillo a mi cuello. No puedo hacer frente a mis problemas más.ella me dijo que se calmara. i cant !!!

estúpido chico que me llaman la grasa. era molesto a la mierda de mí.casi me dispara hoy.Yo había caído en metal. que un gilipollas.entonces él le dijo a alguien que estaba case.ese chico me pregunta le dije que sí. tiempo parcial Estoy case.él no pedir más en duda después de que dije eso.¿Por qué coño es él diciendo mi negocio de personas.mi amigo se puso tan enojado con él.él un verdadero imbécil.

mi hermano realmente me mear fuera hoy.

Le dije que no haga algo.que terminan de jugar con él.él no escucha.Le dije que me deje en paz.él es molesto.cuando es alta.Vi que estaba rodando sus cosas.ella apesta. Me fundar ayer  que pedir a mi amigo por dinero. Les dije que no dar ninguna. es por eso que él tenía el dinero y las drogas con él ayer.mi sólo pone de los nervios.Yo lo llamo él preguntándole si él necesita un viaje de vuelta.él me pregunta dónde voy. debo ir a casa. Le dije que me dejara en paz.cualquier!!!

cuando no me gusta alguien. Los odio con una pasión.Yo estaba tan mear fuera anoche.Me comí mi cena. entonces me subí al tren y me fui a recoger mi coche.mi tía mi sentir como si yo fuera un idiota.Dejo de hablar con ese lado de la familia.No me gusta mi ex. Yo no lo puedo soportar. mientras yo estaba con él estaba en las drogas. él me mintió. él me usó para mi dinero. yo era estúpido y joven. ahora él quiere que yo lo perdonara.Yo no quiero tener nada que ver con él.mi ex gilipollas no era asiático. él es un imbécil blanco.Regresé tarde y me fui a mi otro amigo hombre lugar.mi amigo chico es gay.

ayer mi amigo me vio hablando con este chico. ella vino a decir adiós.ella me preguntó por qué no me voy para ese tipo.ella dijo que es bien parecido.Le dije que ese chico es joven.Acabo de hacer una cara en ella.

Siempre tengo la culpa

Siempre tengo la culpa de las cosas que mi hermano lo hacen.incluso cuando éramos más jóvenes.él siempre me metía en problemas.lo iban a creer que yo.Yo era considerar el mal sobre y él es el bueno.hasta el día de hoy sigo siendo nada bueno.las personas mayores van a decir que a mi cara.Me siento tan loco me meto en mi coche y me voy. Estoy cansado de mi hermano me meterse en problemas.

Quiero gritar!!Tengo muchos teléfonos llaman anoche. mi hermano se metió en problemas otra vez.Me acabo de enterar de esta tarde. Omfg nunca aprender. ahora tengo que tener cuidado con el dinero.

los mensajes de texto

Me olvidé de encender mi teléfono fuera hoy. Durante mi cita. Él me estaba enviando mensajes de texto estupideces. yo Podía oír el pitido y sé que él y ella oído a. yo siempre tengo el timbre.Cuando lo hice comprobar el MSG. Fue una estupidez MSG. Espero no tener que lidiar con él durante todo el día de mañana.

Estoy con cable con mucho café. mi estómago duele porque estoy hambriento. Yo realmente no quiero levantarme y comer. No puedo caer un sueño!Podía oír los adolescentes estúpidos jugando con patinetas allí fuera de mi ventana.que están haciendo mucho ruido.Por fin estoy en mi propia cama. He estado Casa de estar durante una semana. Yo no pude dormir mucho. el futón dormí en lastimó la espalda. También el animal estaba haciendo a mucha ruidos. Ya estoy de vuelta y los adolescentes están haciendo un alboroto afuera. porque no hubiera mañana la escuela. Omg fml

él es de alta de nuevo

Yo sé que él alto de nuevo. él está actuando werid nuevo.mis amigos me dijeron que él actuando werid nuevo.donde está él conseguir su dinero.¿qué está usando? Realmente no me gusta la idea cuando él está cerca.él sustos mí cuando él alto. él va a conseguir en problemas. cuando se le va a crecer? él necesidades help!!

pidiendo dinero

mi hermano está pidiendo dinero nuevo.él ha estado usando su dinero para comprar drogas.ahora todo se ha ido. él no tiene ningún dinero para comprar comida. ¿Qué soy yo un banco? él tiene que ir a buscar un trabajo. él me vuelve loco.


No puedo caer un sueño. im niñera una mascota.Cada vez que abro mis ojos. la mascota está mirando directamente a mí. él está corriendo y haciendo mucho ruido. necesito dormir. tengo que levantarme temprano.Necesito mover mi coche causar su limpieza calle mañana.eso se chupa cuando usted no tiene un garaje.

hombre espeluznante

Llego esta mañana veo mr hombre espeluznante. Creo que el hombre es espeluznante contra las drogas a. Yo siempre lo veo hablando consigo mismo. le dice a la gente que soy su amigo. nop no soy su amigo. Tuve que salir.que realmente me da escalofríos.  cada vez que él viene tengo la intención de irse.Creo que las drogas. Yo lo veo pasar todos los días. él trató de decir hola. Finjo que estoy en el teléfono. es oscurecer y hay más bichos raros fuera. Tuve un vago que vino el otro día. Tuve que echarlo esta semana. Hace 2 semanas tuve otro vagabundo tratar de entrar. Omfg qué demonios está pasando. No tengo nada allí para protegerme con. Voy a tener que traer a mi bate de metal. Salí y me voy a tomar una siesta en mi hermanos lugar. No dormí anoche.

necesitan para crecer

mi hermano necesita para crecer. Yo no lo puedo soportar todo el tiempo. He estado apoyándole durante más de 10 años. Yo no tengo un trabajo ahora. no comprender que no tengo un trabajo. el dinero no es libre. Tengo que trabajar para ello.la gente va por ahí a buscar un empleo para ganar hay dinero. ¿qué hace mi hermano? nada No tengo dinero porque yo apoyo a mi hermano. hacer la gente por ahí. apoyar allí hermanos durante tanto tiempo. No lo creo. Ni siquiera puedo comprar mis propias cosas.


Yo no lo he visto esta semana.es que él realmente enfermo. Yo debería mantenerse alejado de él. Trato de olvidarlo él. cuando él me ignoran estos dos meses. él no me dijo que dejara de llamar. Me hizo llegar el malestar.i estaba siendo entrometida. Que vi en mi pueblo que tu sabes. Me acaban de hacer clic en su perfil. así es como me enteré de que estaba enfermo de nuevo.estúpido me tuve que ser entrometida.  Sólo quiero gritar. Qué tengo que hacer?¿por qué me preocupo él enfermo?

otro partido gritos

mientras mi hermano estaba hablando con mi papá había una pelea a gritos pasando. Tenía miedo de que iban a luchar de nuevo hoy. lo que está mal con ellos? Soy el estrés de ellos argumentando.

No sé qué hacer.llamarlo o no. Quiero a. a afriad él no va a responder. Estoy ir a trastornado yo mismo si él ¿no responder. Estoy a sensible en estos momentos. por lo que no voy a llamarlo hoy. No creo que el quiera hablar conmigo nunca más. si él no se siente bien. Espero él que se sienta mejor.

Me conseguido lastimé!

mi padre y mi hermano se metió en una pelea a puñetazos. Llegué en medio de ellos. Tengo empujar al suelo. Entonces conseguí golpe contra la pared. hieren mi brazo y la pierna. qué más moretones voy a despertar. Tuve que empujar una vuelta causa uno sostenía una inteligente. mi espalda duele como una perra. ¿por qué tengo una familia loca de mierda. Estoy tan asuste lo que acaba de suceder. No puedo dejar de temblar.

NUNCA APRENDER

ÉL ES UN ASSHOLE!!!  NUNCA APRENDER!!! ÉL ES DANDO ESTRÉS!!! El corazón me latía MANERA DE RÁPIDO! SE VA A DARME UN ATAQUE CARDÍACO! Tengo muchas ganas de ponche ÉL MISMO!  No puedo quedarme EN ESTA CASA CUANDO ESTÁ AQUÍ. Me voy a quedar en mi otro lugar de relativa.

que hace hervir la sangre estos días!!!

él es muy molesto

mi hermano es molesto. está comiendo toda mi comida. que no se calla. él constantemente me molesta para el cigarrillo. Wtf  es él fumando ahora? él es más molesto desde que estoy en casa y no trabajar.Veo todas las cosas tontas que hace. él me estaba molestando antes de salir de casa esta mañana. él me pregunta a dónde voy. Le dije que voy a trabajar y no entrar en razón. espero que no viene alrededor. él me va a molestado si el hace. Me gustaría volver a dormir!

Veo gente estúpida actuando estúpido

yo conseguir más viejo me tengo que veo a muchas personas estúpidas que actúan estúpido en los clubes. son altos y se bebe. que no saben qué demonios están haciendo. Algunas personas no cuándo dejar de saber beber. si usted va a caminar como un idiota. usted va a todavia beber SMH. tengo mi derrame de café sobre mí gracias a la gente estúpida. no vale la pena hacer un par de dólares. Me voy a casa. Tengo que levantarme temprano mañana y el día siguiente. otra noche sin dormir. Sé que yo no actúo así cuando era más joven.

mi hermano me está volviendo loco

omfg I estado en casa últimamente. Tengo que ver a mi hermano todo el día actuando estúpido. él me está volviendo loco !!! Tengo que encontrar algo que hacer, así que no tengo que quedarme en casa todo el día. Voy a tirarme de los pelos pronto. sólo quiero gritar cuando lo vea mi hermano!!!!!!!

no sabe cuándo crecer hasta

no sabe cuándo crecer hasta!! él no es un joven punky. él actúa como si fuera un adolescente de nuevo. es hora de que crezca de una puta vez. Estoy cansado siempre le gritaba. Lo sé Le está actuando para arriba. im perder mi voz gritándole. El conducir mi presión arterial hasta. Tengo que calmarme!

mi hermano nunca va a cambiar

mi hermano nunca va a cambiar.él está molesto conmigo. él está actuando raro de nuevo. él debe estar en algo.

finalmente salió de la casa

mi hermano me ha volviendo loco toda la mañana en la casa.  Le por fin salió de la casa. desde que estoy en casa él se me vuelve loco.

Me siento como un vago cuando no hago nada. son las 2 de la tarde Todavía estoy en mis pjs. I'm bored!

I'm up

I can't sleep. I got up way to early. So I went outside. I smell someone smoking weed at this hr. I figure its my bro. It wasn't him. It's the neighbors from across the street. The guy is walking around smoking it like a damn cigarette. This guy has guts walking around smoking it. No wonder he and his family sit out there in the dark smoking that crap everyday. I been smelling that shit over a month now in the area and I could smell in my house. These new neighbors are a pain in my ass. I had to tell at him off cause he was blocking my driveway. Why do people use drugs?
I can't sleep cause I have to many things on my mind. To many problems to deal with. Why do I have so many problems? What am I going to do today?

How could someone waste there life away!

I don't understand how people could waste there life away by doing drugs. What attract them to drugs?  I don't understand how could someone waste there life away and not do anything with there life. He's wasting his life away by doing drugs. He doesn't do anything with his life. He sleep all day. He doesn't work. He's a lazy ass. Doesn't even help out with anything cause he so high and drunk.
When he does he drives me crazy.


4 days straight getting home late. I'm going to crash and I need a vacation ASAP!

Tengo un dolor de cabeza

Llego a casa del trabajo esta tarde otra vez.Podía oír a mi hermano a discutir de nuevo desde el camino de entrada.Quería llegar a casa del trabajo y relajarse.He estado trabajando hasta tarde y estoy cansado.Sólo quiero un poco de paz y tranquilidad cuando llegue a casa.No puedo hacer que el hermano está discutiendo con un miembro de la familia.Tengo un dolor de cabeza ahora no oír los gritos.puede todo el mundo me deja en paz!!!!!!tan jodidamente molesto!!mi hermano es un culo perezoso!no hacer nada y me está molestando ahora !!Estoy cansado !!!

My car still stinks

My car still stinks from my brother smoking it up in my damn car on Monday. Every time I smell the ganja I can't breath and I'm getting a headache. How do I get the smell out!

A friend came by yesterday night. He ask how was my brother doing. I complain he acting stupid again. He said to me I shouldn't look out for my brother anymore. He said my brother should know what's right and wrong, he old enough. He said I can't help him forever and I'm going to make myself sick by help him. I can't watch him forever. There he goes puffing that shit. 

I want to call but im still not feeling well. I have to go for another test today .

ni siquiera puede confiar en él sentado en mi coche

ya que yo me sentía bien desde ayer.Tuve que ir al médico hoy.Le dije a mi hermano para sentarse en mi coche y espérame.no hay aparcamiento.cuando volví al coche.el olor a coche tan malo!!!ni siquiera puede confiar en él sentado en mi coche.Yo todavía no me siento bien hoy.
el médico quiere que tome un examen de sangre mañana.Yo no quiero ir porque odio las agujas.lo que realmente es una mierda estar enfermo.
mi hermano es tan vergonzoso!!!Siempre beber y actuar como un tonto.

muy molesto

muy molesto!! siempre drogado hasta. dónde el está recibiendo su dinero?
Decido no salir esta noche.Debo de!siempre luchando en la casa.Yo tengo que levantar temprano para trabajar mañana.haciendo ellos un favor, así que cambio mi día de trabajo.esto es lo que me sale de quedarse en casa el viernes por la noche.siempre argumentando.muy molesto

When will my brother grow up?

I found my brother sleeping on the sidewalk this morning. My reaction is wtf was he doing the night before. It's really embarrassing the way he acts. It's really embarrassing when he acts like a fool in front of me and our friends. He really gets me mad. My friends tell me don't get upset. How could I not. He's not doing anything with his life. He's being a bum. Why can't he learn from all the mistakes? When will he grow up?


I think to much. I worry to much. I only got 2 hrs of sleep. I'm freaking up.

I'm annoyed with my brother!

My brother is a idiot smoking that ganja in public. He doesnt even care he smoking that shit in public smh.He bothering me way to early in the morning. Omfg stupid popo is here. My brother is still running his stupid mouth. What a bad Sunday I'm having already.

Why I don't get enough sleep?

My stupid brother is making so my noise in this house. He woke me up!!! I went to bed early.Now I'm up cause he has the stupid tv volume on high. I could hear it through the walls. No wonder i don't get any sleep. He's Very selfish doesn't care i got to get up early for work tomorrow. Now it's going to take me a while to fall a sleep. I need sleep I'm not feeling well!!!

Lazy ass

I get home from work tonight. I end up cleaning up. No one wants to clean up. I had to do the damn dishes. When you have lazy ass people sitting around doing nothing. Dont have a job. Sit at home and do nothing.  How could someone just sit there and doing nothing with there life. I should go on strike and dont do shit in the house. I buy grocery and he eats everything. I wanted to eat the fruit i bought on sunday. Its all gone. Nothing left for me. No one in this damn household even think about saving one for me. I only get bitch at for everything i do wrong. No wonder I'm getting these headaches I'm stressing about everything thats going on. I went to my doctor today he said i got to relax have time to myself and stop working so much. Get more sleep. Theres no way im getting any sleep with all the ruckus thats going on this house. To much screaming and Verbal fighting. I'm going to have another panic attack if i don't. Family members are calling me fat again smh. Very Annoyed today!!!!

Disrespectful

I'm so tired today. While i was at work i was falling a sleep. I just wanted to go home and go to sleep.    I actually fell a sleep for almost 30 mins last night sitting up watching tv.. Until someone woke me up. If im sleeping let me sleep. I dont get enough sleep. Omfg my brother is running around the house last night. He walking around the house like he weights 300lbs. I went to bed last night i couldn't fall a sleep. Because i hear the tv on last night. It's really loud. I didnt get enough sleep last night. He's very Disrespectful. 

I'm thinking about him. He's not feeling well again. I hope he feels better. I'm thinking to much.

My brother stunk up the house again!!!

I get home the house smells like cigarette. I smoke and i don't smoke inside the house cause it leaves an odor. Why can he go outside and smoke. Maybe he lazy and don't wanna get up to outside. Very annoyed with him.


It took me this long to get over being upset with this guy. It took me this long to have the guts to call him and he ignores me again. I never did anything wrong to him. If he was upset at something i have done or say. Why can't he just say it!!!! He probably lied telling me he doesn't have a girl friend. That's why he doesn't pick up. Don't want to get busted. That's why he doesn't call!!!

Where is he getting his money?

Where is my sibling getting his money? I have no clue. He doesn't work. He sit at home and do nothing. He sleeps all day. He eats all the food. He smoke up. I know he has met someone to smoke up with. He's been disappearing for a couple days. Then he comes back. High as a kite. The only thing I know about his new friend. He got a job and has his own place to live. I know he smokes up. I hope he not doing something stupid out there. Is his new friend a good influence? I don't think so. That's my opinion. He still does drugs. I'm surprised his job doesn't care he using. My sibling never learn from his mistake. When is he going to grow up?

dolor en el culo

lo que es un dolor en el culo.sacudir la cabeza!!!!me va a conducir a beber.

I'm not waiting up

Yesterday my brother left the house he told me to wait up for him. I told him I'm to tired to wait up for him and I got to go to sleep cause i have work the next day. He said he be back at a certain time. I fell a sleep and he woke me up at 3 am telling me he not coming home. I couldn't go back to sleep after that. I'm really going to feel like crap at work today.


I saw him yesterday. I kinda wanted to call him but I'm still embarrass.

Time to get up!!!

Time to get up.I only got 3 hrs of sleep blah. Why can't other lazy people go to work Im really starting to hate work. Why can't I put my legs up on the coffee table and relax. Cause I can't.

Brother never learns

I heard my brother talking to someone at 10am this morning. I was curious who he was talking to. I went outside. I see him and one of the neighbor. The neighbor was holding a freaking blunt in his hand. Smh. My brother made friends with another pothead. Smoking it up on the porch at 10 am in the morning wtf. I didn't say anything what coukd i say. He doesn't listen anyway.

I saw him today again. Smh how am I supposed to forget him. When I keep seeing him now. What's up with his hair?

I'm piss off

I'm really f$&king piss off. I hate baby sitting someone who's a grown person!! Very annoyed!!!

My brother is annoying!!

I get home from work. I didn't even step inside yet he ask me for a cigarette. Pay for your own damn cigarette. I hate when people ask me for a cigarette. I'm annoyed today and he makes it worse. I can't even go to the bathroom in peace. He bother me till i give him one. When I see him he gets on my nerves. I get home again before i even put my stuff down. He's bothering me again. I had to leave the house. I went for a walk around the block. If i didn't I'm going to flip out on him.
I ask him a couple days again what is he smoking again. He gives me a stupid answer it's not what you think. It doesn't get you high. I could smell that crap a mile away!! He must think I'm a idiot.

Lazy lazy

I had a horrible day today. Im still not feeling well from yesterday. I didn't get enough sleep. It was so hot today. I just wanted to go home and go to sleep. Nope I couldn't do that when i got home i see a big mess.. My brother made a mess in the house. I had to clean up before i go to sleep. So lazy. Had all the light on in the house. Hogs the tv and no one else could watch it. Im almost done cleaning up everything. I left the dishes in the sink. I hope he gets the hint to clean it tomorrow. Very annoyed today.

Annoyed

I'm annoyed in the house. I got to get out of the house my brother is annoying me. I can't get any peace and quiet in the house. I wasn't planning to go out tonight. I'm going to meet the guys at the bar. Instead of me going home tonight I'm going to crash on my other brother couch. It's near the bar.

People are judging me!!!

On Friday night i bump into my brother's friends. They ask me what is my plans for the night. I told them I'm meeting up with friends. She ask me you going to pop some pills and have fun. I told her i don't do drugs. I didn't ask her why she ask me that question. I already assume cause my brother does drugs and i do it to. Her man was standing there telling her i don't do drugs and you can't judge a person. Then she ask me am i going to smoke. I told her the only thing i smoke is cigarettes nothing else. Why do people think i do drugs? Do i look like I'm on drugs. I don't used any kind of drugs. I know my brother's friend does drugs. You could smell the ganja on her everyday. People should stop judging me because I'm related to a pot head!!

I'm cleaning up his mess

 I can't stand the dishes in the sink. I wasn't planning to clean his mess up. But I'm doing it cause I can't fall a sleep. He's always making a mess in the house. Lazy ass!

I can't fall a sleep. To many things on my mind!! I thought the walk would help but it didn't! I'm so stress these days. I'm smoking a pack a day. I need to go away!

Lazy

What a lazy ass! The sink is full of dishes. The house is a mess. I'm not going to clean up after him. He's really a lazy ass!!!

My brother is at again!

You could tell when he on drugs! He acting stupid in the house again. He bossing me around telling  me to get this for him at the store. He telling me he the boss in the house. OMfg he driving me crazy i had to step out on to the porch to escape from his craziness! He never learns! When is he going to grow up!

Today it was crazy at my work place. A fight almost broke out with a make and a lady. The guy is always drunk. You could smell it on him. He was very disrespectful. He said something really nasty to the lady. She got loud and mad. I couldn't wait to get out of there.

Where is he getting his money?

I'm really curious where my sibling is getting his money. He started smoking up again. I knew he was going to start again. He will never grow up!! He doesn't care about other people in the house. He turns up the tv volume really loud. People got to go to sleep to go to work the next day. Very selfish!!

Omfg

Omfg my sibling show up today!!!! Drinking and he smoking up again. I was driving home today and he was being a backseat driver. He almost made me crash cause he reach for my horn. He really driving me crazy.


Still not feeling well. I got a mass headache. I havent seen him .i didn't call him. I'm to chicken to call him.  If he not feeling well. I hope he feels better.

My brother is annoying!

I get home from work today. I didn't even change out of my work clothes. He bitching the lady comes in and stole money from the table. He complaining about how she comes in and steal food. I told him I already know that. I told him I headache already don't bother me. I got to report to my other job. He was bitching when i left. He still bitching at this moment. My headache is getting worse. I'm trying to go to sleep. I can't cause i could  hear bitching through the walls. Omfg he should stop cause he eat for free and doesn't have to do shit and he complaining about her. I could never have peace in this house.

I got bitch at

He has money lately. I really don't know where he getting his money. He gave me money to buy his cigarette. I forgot to buy it for him yesterday. He bitching at me for not buying his cigarette. I forgot. He so lazy he couldn't go out to buy it. What am I his personal servant?

Where is he getting his money?

Where is he getting his money? I have no clue. He gave me money and he gave our other sibling money. If I ask he going to be all defense. I hope he not doing something stupid

I'm surprised

I'm so surprised today. My sibling actually gave me money today hmm where did he get money from. I took it cause the less money my sibling have the better. My sibling will probably used the money to buy drugs with it. I'm so curious.


I'm am starving right now I only ate fruit and veggie for dinner. How do people do it. I hope I don't get up in the middle of the night to snack on junk.

Omg it's been 2 weeks

OMG it's been almost 2 weeks i haven't smelled weed in the house. I wonder what happen. Did he actually stop smoking or he has no money. I can't believe it. He's annoying me with eating all my food in the house. I get home Im hungry i was looking for my left over. He ate it. I'm piss now cause I got to go out and get food and spend more money. He eats and drink for free. When I got to go out and work my ass off. He thinks money is free .

Where's my brother?

The past week everyone has been asking where's my brother. I tell them he sitting at home being a loser. Is that harsh for me to say. No cause he is a loser. All he does is sit on his ass all day and eat. He doesn't work. I can't help someone if they don't want help. He has to help himself.

Why do I have to babysit pot head

Last night mr pot head didn't come home. I had to wait up for him. He never show up. What is he up to. I hope he not doing something stupid out there. He never learns from his mistake. He always up to something no good

My other brother didn't want to come over

I was with my good brother today. I told him help me with the stuff out the car before I drop him off. He said he not coming over cause the bad brother is in the house. He can't stand him. He doesn't even  consider him as a brother. He said he disown him after they had a huge fight. I told him no matter what he still your brother. I'm stuck on the middle. I'm not taking side but the bad brother always do wrong. It's sad that they can't get along.

My aunt caught him smoking up

My brother got busted today by my aunt today. He was so pissed cause he said he was smoking cigarette. I told her its not. He called me a bitch. I was laughing telling him he got busted. Good for him!!

My friends think I'm on drugs

I met up with friends for lunch yesterday . I haven't seen them for a couple months. They ask me a stupid question during lunch. Am I on drugs? I ask them why. They said I'm losing to much weight to fast. I told them no I'm not. I ask them what kind of drugs do they think I'm on. They think I'm smoking up again. They think I'm poping pills to. Yes I did smoke up before during my college years.. I'm not that innocent. Everyone sometimes try drugs in there life. I done it and I stop. I knew when to stop not like my sibling. Every time I lose weight again my friends think I'm on drugs or I'm sick. No I'm not doing drugs and I'm not sick. I told them I stop drinking to much sweet things. I try cutting out alot of food at night before I go to sleep. I still eat alot during the day and its not healthy.
Now it's really get out of hand my friends are asking me how I lost the weight. STRESS

I flip out today!

I really flip out on my brother today. He mess with something when it was already broken. He said he was trying to fix it. He made it worse. I start screaming at the top of my lungs. I told him get the hell away from me. When I see him I get so mad. I get really annoyed.

My brother is annoying

Today while I was doing errands. He calls me up to bring him lunch back. Ok I bring him lunch. It took me longer to bring lunch back to him. He freaking text me I want to eat lunch today. When I saw that MSG I was piss. I told him he has two good legs next time go get it yourself and pay for it. I hate lazy ass people. If you got two good legs and arms and you could work. Go get a damn job!!!

My brother drives me crazy!

While he staying here I got more work to do. I never stop cleaning. He calls me to find out what time I'm getting home what the hell for. He wants me to buy him food probably. I'm going broke because he doesn't shell out any money. I want him out of the damn house already. He should worry about himself not me.


To late to call him.

Money is not free!

My brother doesn't know i have to work to earn my money. He keeps asking me to buy food. He doesn't know it cost me money. Money is not free, you got to work for it. He doesn't have money to buy food but he has money to buy drugs unbelievable.

To many things to do.

I had so much things to do tonight. I didn't get the chance to do it cause I got out later then I expected. By the time I got there it was closed. I need to go grocery shopping. Still didn't do it. I'm tired I didn't get enough sleep last night. I never get enough sleep. I really need to find my own place. I hardly can't sleep in this house. There's so much things on my mind. I can't seem to fix one problems first and another problems comes along. The older I get the more problems I have. Why me? I still didn't get my chores done. Tomorrow is another day. 

My brother doesn't help he makes things worse.He knows I have a lot of things to do and he just brother me pick up food for him. He has two good legs. What a pain on the ass!!! I can't even trust him with money to buy grocery.

I was thinking about calling him but It got to late. What do people consider to late? Why does he have to be so good looking. I would never tell him that. He doesn't help by standing there. :p. he knows i get nervous when he's around. Sometimes you can't tell the guys they are good looking cause it might go to there ass.

Very annoyed

What was the point for my brother to show up today. I was annoyed my car didn't start again. Then he found out my car started he ask me to drive him home. Omfg he must think I'm his pernonal driver. Later tonight he ask me to pick up dinner for him. He is bleeding me dry. I'm paying for his food. I didn't get home with the food he constant calling. Omfg he has two good legs why can't he just go out and get the damn food himself. He driving me crazy.

My brother piss me off.

He show up at my job. Then he was rushing me to leave. My car didn't start he call this guy frow a tow truck to mess with it not all tow truck people know how to fix a car. I told him its not the battery.  I told him I call my friend who a mechanic. He doesn't care about money cause its not his money. I had to shell out more money to 2 people.He was rushing to get home. Why the hell you go there for. While he was sitting in my car he stunk up the cat with his weed. I was so mad I was flipping out.

My brother piss me off today

He offer to help me. When I had a lot of things to do. The big problem was he stunk really bad. I couldn't breath cause it really stinks. I was screaming so loud probably the whole block could hear me. I kick him out and told him to take the train. I don't want him in my car. I don't need cops to pull me over cause he has weed on him. I really don't want to have more problems in my hand.My hand is full of problems. He one if them. I get home and the house stinks too. Omfg does he ever learn. I am so mad cause at my brother.

I can't make up my mind if I should call him or not. If there was a reason for me to call then I would maybe. its not like he not feeling well.

I'm not your personal car service.

My brother had to come today to my job. I told him I'm not your personal car service. I had to meet up with my friends today.There was no way I was going to be late. They always make fun of me being late. I told my brother he has to find his own way home today. Why does he show up? He doesn't do anything.

Smh

How could my brother sleep all day?  I was making so much noise in the house this morning just to annoyed him. Yes I was being a bitch cause he been annoying me. I was banging, play loud music, runninf around the house. That didn't work.I can't believe it he just got up.

Stupid brother

I came home I see the door wide open. My brother was not even in the damn living room. He was upstair. Anyone could of came inside the house omg. The house smell like smoke. I ask him what the hell he was doing. He tells me he was cooking something and felled a sleep. I got so mad i called him a idiot.  He didn't even open the windows. I'm choking inside the house. I had to go outside on the porch and sit.  I'm still sitting outside. It stinks inside. I can't believe he felled a sleep while he was cooking something on the stove unbelievable.

Annoying

My brother is annoying. All he do is bothering me.  He made me drive him back to my job. When I had things to do and I had to drive the other way. Wtf he got a damn metro card take the damn train. I can't stand him seeing him at my job. I left why go there when he doesn't do shit and freaking bother me.

My brother mess up my night

My brother had to show up at my job tonight just to bother me. He pissed me off tonight by showing up. I had plans for my friends to meet me at my job. They didn't wanna come cause he was there. One of my guy friend had a problem with my brother in the past. I was meeting my friends at my job cause the place we were planning to go is 10 mins away from job. I couldn't meet up with them on time cause I had to drive him back home. Very annoyed with him.

My brother is a pig!

I can't stand seeing dishes in the sink. I usally do the dishes when I get home. I'm not going to do it. He needs to learn how to clean up after himself. It's getting really annoying I work all day and i got to do your damn dirty dishes. I get home from work he still sleeping smh. He's a freaking pig.

My other brother call his older brother a loser!

Wow my youngest brother call his older brother a loser! The youngest brother can't stand his older brother. The youngest surpposed to look up to the older brother. He can't cause he hasn't achieve anything in life. The things he has done to me and my little brother. He has hit us cause he wanted money. People has told me you got to look out for him cause he's good in the heart. He is not when he on drugs. He doesn't do anything all day. He sleeps,eat and probably take a shit and do smoke up. It stinks in the house and i could smell it on him. I just want to gag when i smell it. How could someone waste their life away by not  doing anything with their life. I wish I could sleep all day and not do anything. I just can't I don't feel well if I get more then eight hrs of sleep. I'm a workaholic. I started working at 16 yrs hardly ask my parents for money. My brother always ask for money he never work in his life. That's called spoil rotten. My mom spoil him. He needs to grow up. When is he. I really don't know.

The house is empty!

Since my brother been back. He's been eating everything I buy. He complain what I order out last night. I didnt have the time to cook. Why complain he getting the food for free. He eats and drinks for free. He live in the house for free. He doesn't pay for anything he doesn't offer to. He has money to buy drugs. He doesn't know when to grow the fuck up! It doesn't help if im yelling at him cause it goes through one ear and out the other. The house is empty of grocery again. At least go out and buy some grocery if you see the fridge empty. He knows I don't have time cause I'm always working. The only time I have if I don't go to work. I got to go out and buy grocery again and head to work soon.

My brother is so annoying!!

I told him not to go to my job. I can't drive him home. I been telling him since thurs. I got places to go I can't drop him off. He ask me where am I going. I told him none of your business. I told him worried about yourself. Don't worry about me. All he does is pacing back and forth. It's fucking annoying. He stressing me out and I'm thinking to much about other things. I'm freaking smoking a pack a day now. I really got to stop. He so annoying I was planning to stay over at my other brother place. Couldn't do that cause he has company over. He's making to much noise.

Omfg

I'm going to beat my brother up soon. I got back in the house I see dishes all over the place. 10 dishes in one day all over the house. I'm not going to clean up after him. I'm not going to do the dishes at all. I don't understand him. I hate dirty dishes.Please clean up after yourself. I wanted to beat him yesterday night. I got home late yesterday. He said he was going to go out for a little bit and come back. I told him I got work the next day. Why didn't he go out earlier? He probably went to buy drugs. Who knows. He's eating up all the food I bought my grandma. I got to go food shopping. Very useless brother.

I can't trust my brother!!

I really can't trust my brother. I just got back to the house I know he was digging through the house today. I saw furniture was move around. The house smell like cigarette. I don't even smoke in the house unbelievable. What is he doing? Is he looking for things to steal so he he could sell it for money to buy drugs with. There's really nothing in the house. I can't even trust him with my grandma meds. I know people take prescriptions drugs to get high. I know my brother took her meds before. I'm going to lock up her meds up. Why can't my brother the fuck up. It's getting really annoying I got to babysit him. He's a grown man!!!

My brother is so lazy!

I really can't believe my brother! He slept all day. He didn't even help me around the house like clean up the mess he makes. Wtf I'm not your maid. The sink is pile with dishes. I really hate that. If you used it clean it after you used it. He just woke up. He ask me did I buy bread and milk for the house. Omfg I'm tired and in pain. I work all day and you stay home and do nothing. I told him if you want milk and bread go get it yourself. What a freaking lazy bum!!!

Pet peeves

I hate dirty dishes in the sink!

People who drink directly out of the milk or orange juice container.

I got a lot of things done today!

Thank goodness my brother wasn't here today. I got so many things done today. He wasn't here to annoyed me!!!! Omg the house doesn't stink today. Wow I'm shock. I smoke but I don't smoke inside the house. My brother always smoking in the house I told him go outside and smoke. The house will smell like cigarette. Does he listen? No I hope he doesn't come by tomorrow!

I don't understand!

My brother knows I'm working. If he bored go home stop walking back and forth asking me hurry up.  He doesn't help me till the last minute. Then he had to smoke up and get in my car. What happens if I get pulled over. Am I going to get in trouble cause he smells like weed? So annoyed with him!


I call the guy to hang out couldn't waited any longer. I drove to the bar where my friends were. Big mistake going to the bar. Sitting in the car waited for they guys to bring my drunk friend in the car. I hope she doesn't throw up in the car. I hate being the sober one and always driving people around. Hurry up I got to be at work 7am.

Peace and quiet today!

I told my brother since he has got out of jail. He been drinking and smoking up again. Didn't you learn anything while you were in there. He told me stop bitching at him. I told him ok I'm not going to bitch at you if you learn how to grow up. I told him don't bother me I need peace and quiet in the house and at work. He is driving me crazy! Thank goodness he wasn't at my job today. It's quiet in the house. How could someone sleep and eat all day and doing nothing with your life. SMH! Mother's Day is coming up I hope he doesn't act up.

My brother is annoying!

I wanted to relax today with my best friend today. Get my nails done in peace. I couldn't relax cause he kept bothering me. He piss me of by not helping me clean up. I had to clean up after I was done with my nails. He stinks today. I ask him where did he get money to buy his shit. He said it was free. I told him nothing is free in this world. Do not use my fucking money to buy your damn drugs. Why can't I have peace and quiet. No wonder my other brother doesn't want to deal with him. He didn't learn anything while he was locked up. So annoyed today!! Very pissed off!!

My brother is driving me crazy!!!

Omfg my brother is driving me crazy!! It hasn't been a week yet since he been back. I'm not at my other job yet and he calls me asking where am I wtf. I got things to do. So what if I'm late. He's not helping me I have to ask him and he making stupid comments. He's living the house for free. He doesn't buy any grocery. He leaves all the lights on in the house. He doesn't understand you have to pay to leave the lights on. When I got up this morning the house was lit light a Xmas tree. He's going to make me start drinking again. I have to get out of the house!!!

Bothering me!

He bothering me this morning. He bothering me at night. He piss me off this morning and he piss me off when I'm working. He doesn't help me at all. He makes things worse when he in my way. While he was lock up I don't think he learn anything. He's a grown man he needs to grow the f up. He drinking and doing drugs again. Our friends tell him he didn't learn. He driving me crazy! I have to lock myself in my room.

My brother!!

My brother hasn't learn his lesson I just got home. The house stinks. He not home and I can't go to sleep cause I got to wait for him to come back. He doesn't care I work many hours. I really can't believe he doing it in the house. I'm really tired hope he gets back soon!

I'm up and I see the kitchen is in mess. I clean it up before I went to sleep.

Second day

Here he goes again. He stunk today. I gave him money to buy cigarette and money for food. I found out later from my aunt she gave him money before I even gave it to him. I was piss cause when I ask him does he have money. He tells me no. I told him do not use my money for drugs. I'm not going to give you anymore. Later on in the day I found out one of our friend gave him money also. I can't trust him in the family business I got to watch him all time cause he might take money. He also being annoying asking me where am I going and what I'm doing now. Omg I'm stuck in the house with him.  

Omfg

He's smoking again. Unbelievable smh!!! He couldn't wait he started right away. I smell like I was smoking up.

Pot head

Mr pot head is going to be back this week. I hope he not going back to his old ways!!

She still using!

I bump into my friend from high school. She still looks the same but alot thinner. I knew in high school someone  told her if you smoke up you ended up losing weight. So she try it and she lost weight. She stunk like she just smoke up before I bump into her. I ask her she still smoking she said yes cause she can't stop. She also told me she afraid if she stop she gain the weight back. Smh stupid for still doing it. People need to grow up!

Stop calling me to remind me!!

Everyone is calling me up to remind me my bro is coming out. Stop calling me to remind me I have a headache thinking about it. I'm surprised my dad didn't call me up to remind me to watch him. What am I going to expect when he gets out. Very annoyed these days!!!

I thought it was next week.

Oh boy I think I'm going to have a headache now. I thought it was going to be next week when my brother gets back. I was wrong its this week!! My head hurts.

New people

When I meet new people I don't tell people where I live growing up. When I did go out on dates I usally have then drop me off 3 blocks away. I don't tell people where I live cause my house got rob when I was younger. I was in the house when they broke into it. From that day on I never tell people where I live. I'm curious how did he know I'm near the street he mention. I'm a private person also. I only tell people I trust and close with. When I didn't have a car. I took car service I would give them a different address. I only bitch and complain about certain things cause I can't talk to anyone about it. That's why I have a blog. I have facebook i only put vacation picture if i go anywhere and food picture. He calls me nosey. I'm not nosey I just want to get to know him better cause i dont know anything about him.I tell him things cause I want to. I told you what part of Brooklyn I'm in. I know I never mention I was near that street. I think people are private cause they don't want to tell there business to people cause they might use it against them. 

The worst thing about the guys who rob my house they were my brother friends.
Sometimes when I meet new people I'm very caution. I don't like to stay in the house by myself. Anything I hear I freak out and run to my car. If you had 2 guns to your face you would be afraid.

Worry

Friends ask me tonight when is my brother coming out. I told them one more week. I told then yes I'm worry he's going to act up. My father told me he has to come back to the house to live. So I could babysit him. He's going to drive me up the walls if he's in the house. When he was staying here. He doesn't care if you have work the next day. He knock on my door at 2 am for smokes. Why do I have to watch a grown man. My other brother said just be careful cause he almost hurt me last time. Yes I am worry!!

I need to start saving!

I'm going to have to start learning how to cook. I do know how to cook but only certain things. I have to start bringing lunch to work. Lunch in the city is to expensive. I have to start saving cause my brother is coming out and he going to ask me for money. I been supporting my brother for a long time.Im only giving him money for food and drinks not to much. If I give him more he might buy drugs with it. People said I'm spoil cause they see my dad gives me money. I ask my dad for the money he owns me he ask me to buy things for him. I never been spoil with my parents. I always had a job. Since I was 16. My brother is spoil he always got everything he wanted from my mom. He never had a job. I can't say never maybe one job and he didn't last that long maybe a couple of weeks. He's need to grow up and go get a job. I can't always support him. I gave him a phone and he always losing it. He raise my bill a month to 600 dollar. I wanted to beat the crap out him. I don't make that much money. He doesn't care I have to work hard for my money and deal with bs at work.  I have to start saving for myself.

Couple more days.

My brother is coming out in a couple of days. Will he drive me crazy? Will he steals from me? Will he start using drugs again? Will he makes threats?  All these questions I'm asking myself. I don't know until he comes out. I just to take a deep breath.

Am I worry?

Yes I'm worry when my brother comes out he going to do the same shit over again. I can't control him. The only person he scared of is our father. But he won't be here. I just hope he stay clean. He's a grown man. He needs to grow up!!!

Brother

My brother is going to be back soon. I hope he learn from this. Everyone is hoping he will learn from this. If he doesn't learn from this I don't know what to. I hope he doesn't give me a headache when he gets out.

This lady!

Every time this lady comes in she smell like weed. I hope she not smoking it in front of her kids. If you smoke up in front your kids that is so wrong. Will the kids do the same when they get older? They might think its ok cause the parent is doing it.

Train on drugs

I called to see how you were doing.This time It's not going to bother me that you were ignoring me cause you weren't feeling well!!

 

Say no to drugs poster!

I was planning to call. I hesitate cause its to late. Smh don't know what to do. 

I'm worry

I'm worry about my brother. Why? I'm hoping he doesn't do drugs and act up when he gets out. I'm going to be by myself. No one here to help me with him. He doesn't listen to me. I could scream it goes into one ear and out the other. The only time he nice is when he needs money. If I don't give him  money he try to steal from me. The last time he was really high he threw two bottles at me. I hope he learns from the mistake he has done while he been in jail.  He never change when he was in there last time. Now I'm very worry!!

Brother finally called

Omg my brother finally called me!! Thank goodness I don't have to go there! He said he didn't need money cause they gave him a job! I hope he learn his lesson while he in there. I hope when he comes out he doesn't do anything stupid.

Unbelievable

I took my lesson today. My instructor smell today. I think he smoke up before I got into his car for my lesson. Omfg unbelievable. He was acting funny today. It was a really bad day today. I thought my day couldn't get any worse until I got into my instructor car. 

If you knew!

How would you act? If you knew I still like you. I feel like I'm in high school again. You probably don't care. You probably not attracted to me anymore. I wouldn't know if you are or not! 



Was it you?

Cindy

How are you doing?

I would like to call you to see how you are doing? I don't know if you will answer cause its been a while since I called. Don't know what to do? I stop calling cause I was always calling. That's why I stop talking to you. How do I know if you still want to talk to me? You don't say hi anymore!!! I'm so confused! 

Cindy

Very worry!!

I'm very worry. My sibling hasn't called yet!! What to do!

I might have to go visit him!

Crap i might have to go visit him. He hasn't call to ask for anything. My best friend told me I might have to go and see how he is doing. Unless he call me this week. I really don't like going there.

Now I'm worry

Now I'm worry! My brother usally call on a Sunday but he hasn't and its going on to 4 weeks!

Weird he hasn't called for money!

It's been almost 3 weeks my bro hasn't call for money. It's weird he hasn't. Hope he's ok!

I just found out today!

The coworker who got busted for smoking up on the stairs. He was going to be suspended for a month. He's back it hasn't been a month yet. That's so mess up. I also heard while he was gone he was getting paid for the days he was gone.

If I did that I would have gotten fire!!!
It does matter what your skin color is!!

Stupid!

I went out last night to a birthday party. I met a lot of people. Most of them work in the corporate world. I couldn't believe it some of them was doing drugs. I know when you work in the corporate world some was high as a kite. But they do random drugs test if they think you are acting weird. The girls I met they were older. They were telling me if you smoke up you lose weight. Yes I know that. I don't wanna lose weight by smoking up. Smh stupid girls. I know if you smoke up you lose a lot of weight. My friends used to smoke up in high school. They would get the urge to eat more but they wouldn't gain the weight. Sometimes you meet interesting people and sometimes you meet stupid people!

Busted

Today I wrote someone had been smoking weed on the stairs for a couple months now. Today they busted my co worker. When I was leaving for the day. I heard the security guards talking about how they found out who been smoking up. They been watching the cameras. I know there's no camera near those stairs. But there's cameras in the hall. Omg I know him. I never expect it was him. He doesn't look like the type who will doing something like that. Never judge the book by its cover. He got suspend for a month. I'm surprised they didn't fire him. I bet he knows someone higher up in the company. If it was me or any of my other co workers we would have been gone.

Smoking up!

Someone has been smoking up on the stairs at my job. They been doing it for a couple months now. I could smell it when I go for my lunch break. I'm curious which co workers is smoking up. This job will making you start drinking and smoking up! This job is so stressful!!

Brain on drugs.

I'm curious?

I'm curious could you get drugs in jail? My friend told me not to put to much money in his account.

This is your brain on drugs!!

Very annoyed

My stupid brother is in so much trouble. He going to be lock up for awhile. Calls me today telling me to go to the jail and deposit money for him. Hell no I'm not going there. I went there twice to bail him out and the correction officer treated me like a criminal. I will never go there agsin! It's freaking cold today. I told him I try to deposit money online. But it's not working. Very annoyed I might have to go there. I'm going have to find another way to put money in his account. Very annoyed!

Why do people do drugs?

I don't understand why people used drugs. It will kill your brain cells. My brother use drugs since he was really young. He hang out with the wrong crowd. Most of our friends was using drugs. I remember when I used to go clubbing with my friends. They was so high they didn't even know what they were doing. One of the girls was so high she got knock in the face. She didn't even know she was bleeding. I still don't understand why!

Why would you tell me that?

A friend I know told me I should start smoking up. It's better then cigarette. Why the hell would you tell me that. Are you stupid! You know I have a sibling who does ever kind of drugs. I'm against it cause I see what it could do to someone life. Some people could control it and hide the fact they do drugs. Some people can't!!!

Does anybody learn from their mistake?

I have a friend he was serving 5 years or more in prison. When he got out he learn from his mistake. He had to grow up. His family and friends was there to support him. He so lucky they didn't deport him back to his country. I know if you commit a crime and you weren't born here in the USA they deport you back to the country you were born in. I have another friend he was deported back to china cause he committed a crime. The years he spent in prison he had a lot to think about. He told me he is so lucky he has family and friends to support him. He told me my brother is lucky to have me to support him and don't give up on him. I told my friend i hope my brother will learn from his mistake. No one perfect in this world. Don't judge someone cause they went to jail.

I hope he learns while he in jail.

I hope he learns while he in jail. I hope when he gets out he stop using drug. It's a lesson to be learn.
Do people learn from there mistake while they are in jail?

Getting bitch at for helping my brother!

I got bitch at from my father for helping my brother. He doesn't want me to help him at all. If I don't who will. My father said he always get me into trouble. I try to do a good deed but in turn something else happen. Nothing going well for me this year. It's only the begin of the year.

Annoyed

Since my brother has been locked up. He been calling asking for money again telling me he has no money to get things. I said fine I put money into your account. I try yesterday and it didn't work. I am not going there to put freaking money in. The last time I went to bail him out I had to drive to queens park my car at the parking lot take a bus over. That was scary. I was by myself 2am. The things I do for my brother. I told him that will be the first time and last. The guards treat me like I was a criminal. He call twice today asking about money. It's getting annoying when you have to work. I got things to do. I told him I figure a way to give him his money. The annoying part is I have to meet his friend tomorrow to pick up his keys. I never met his friend before don't know how he looks like and he sound like a punk pot head. Wonderful I'm going to meet a stranger in this damn windy cold weather omg. Wonderful his friend just call asking me to meet up tomorrow at night after 9pm. I should kick my brother ass for this!!! Update his friend call and ask me to meet in the City at 10pm. Lucky I call up one of my guy friend to come with me so I won't have to go by myself. Smh