Not Happy!

I'm not happy these past few days. My mom's death anniversary is coming up! It seems like she just died. I hate when November comes around. The only good thing is my god daughter's bday. I haven't really celebrate thanksgiving for the past 12 yrs cause it was my mom's favorite hoilday. It sucks when hoilday comes around. I wish she was around.So many things been going. Not happy with work to much bullshit. If I smile it's a fake smile. By sc